Tuesday, May 6, 2008 4:02 PM
hi.crying sucks i realise..i dunno man.
i cry when i Get hurt on the inside
and physically...really physically hahas
im too cry'e' to b emo
i cry when i laugh
i cry when im touched
i cry when i feel pathetic
i cry inside when i lose something for no reason
i cry when i feel that i suck
i cry when im confused
i cry when im terribly ALONE
basically im a cry baby...
ever heard of -shoulder to cry on?
ya...i have a lot of reasonable emo phrases in my head...i dont get this at all!!
seriously,i have no where to turn to and youtube is controlling my life(which i dont want happening)
i just leave and no one was there for me..confused much..what have i done wrong?
listening to music really helps..hey tmr hav maths n im damn scared...but its hard to study when im mentally hurt
aiyo..ok i try not being emo but yeah i turn back to emo mode.
tdy had lit and mly...
for lit we have t write alot 4 alot of marks(damn)
mly..kefahaman was hard..
then yesterday i had to tell my family bout my mly oral(my older sis fault la)
haha i cant get over the fact that cikgu zu knows why im pelat..
i realise im getting a daily routine..get hurt in sch,go home on pc,cheer meself by youtube and blog an emo post.yarh.those fun and memorable day passed so fast.mhm.n i realise if i have the chance,i better fix things up(the prob is that i dunno what to fix!)then things can become normal again..i feel bad..this badness add up to my day of badds...my mom said tat its berdosa 4 ppl to waste time...n how much time have i wasted!?!sigh*.nafsu,nafsu..
oh yeah..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYCIA!
sry i didnt help make the poor cake.hope u can 'understand'ahem*.
better focus on math
MATHMATHMATH
MATHEMATICS
sigh...sometimes ppl rocks like hell on msn.
okok.
i think i should go mugging now
bb
Im fourteen, I can't really remember names and I am a drama queen at heart. pff.