hi im in the school library right now.i dunno y the hell im wasting my time doing all this crap but i dunno larhh.i met up with jessica,jia yi and the ketot sec1 guys from choir.

im really fcuking wasting my time right noww.

andand just now niq started a conversation with me and asks y i always alone.and then i was like replying everything he asks me and all he says is like-so sad.,i pity,so kesian.

and i was like dont rub it in but i know thats rude.so i said thx?k sry everyone who saw me looking like a lonely loser and pitying me.sorry for the awful sight.

luckily it was in msn.if niq is reading this-hi.

ok im like WASTING MY LIFE AWAY...

as in like right now im being like a lonely idiot and still not trying to b a better person.

likelike,im starting to really slack on my studies and all.grrrrrrrr.

and i am seriously confused.m i having the midlife crisis?LOL.im still young!!1
but i seriously think this stupid crisis thingy is helping me in some ways.
HELLO.
im at home.im actually not supposed to waste time on the pc but,since im here,and yes!i must try finish work today!and ltr i'll wake everyone up with pratising piano(haha dont worry i'll mute it).oh and just got a fight with my sis with me being a loser again and reallyreally being PATHETIC and my dad in the end end it.ermm,yeah.sorryy bapak D:
omg i should reallyreallyreally just let things b.just let it b,go with the flow,and we all wont get hurt.
oh and niq had to start a conversation with him saying,"DONT B LONELY","so sadd","omg so sadd","omg kesian" and i'll b replying everything and he tried to help,hahahhaa and in the end i just pour my heart onto him and he kesian me again-.-
PATHETIC.oh and niq,TY but seriously,u dnt have to pity me,lifes like that,i dont wanna start that subject again,and i DONT need counselling.eliasha and inah u should know y,LOL.
im kinda used to being lonely anyway,and crying is becoming my hobby.yay,adapting to changes!
oh those 2 sentences r half true hlaf FALSE.lol.
oh and ryan went to mental hospital i think.eh?counsalling thingy cause cohen sent him.
and mr cohen have a sense of humour just now and he showed off his bunny grinn;D
oh and ryan stole someone's office identity card but farhana can return.
okay so my older sis told me that DAN AND YANG FROM 987 came to her sch-omg coolioness!-and they got freefree stuff if they raise up hand or something.then they all wanna take pics then someone said to Dan,"Can u take off your sunglasses?"
and then he said,"Y?u want them?"
then filzah,my older sis's friend said,"Can oso."
then he give-.-'''
LOL!
oh and my older sis got their autograph!haha,they're nicee:)
oh and for choir i got certificate of participation for the explanade thingy and guess what?
they spelt my name as 'NURULDA' D:
my senior said nvm but my dad complained bout me working so hard and they didnt put in the effort to just spell my name right.if its that woman ah,i reallyreally don like her.

oh andand we had PT!!BUT,some not fun guys make us not finish our captain's ball game.and then after complaining a lil we played ice and water for 20minutes?and the other group played like so fun like tahtt.hahahas.
oh yes,i own everyone who thinks i suck,menyampar or unfriendly an apology for being like dat.
okay sry.i cant help it,when will my reflection show.
oh anddd im addicted to the song,'fall for you" cause its really nice yeahh.
and nurul,U HAVE A TIMETABLE.GODDAMN,STICK TO IT K?
well not really a timetable arh,mostly its about me not doing last minute hwk.
k dah.
thats ittt.
xoxo,
screwed girl:)