Monday, February 9, 2009 8:45 PM
HI!My black heart is heavy.
I can't say im sad,
one second I feel so.. can't say it.
Its a mixture of stuff meant for the bottom of a caste system.
All my regrets whatsoever would rush in.
But then comes in those words of wisdom which makes my brain function in a different light.
Then I'd say, "Aww" and gaze at the clouds.
Then I'd become crazy. And plastic.
Then I'd melt.
Wash away my fears,
take a step,
and trip.
Then I'd sing in my head.
Not that Im complaining,
not that Im blaming Allah.
I think, I can only heal if my brain matches my heart.
(shit that sounds so perasaan)
I am aiming for anything but sympathy here. Plus emo ain't in my dictionary.
I think I should close this blog and stick to a diary
but I wanna share videos with blog readers so that I could share my happiness!
Damn I wanna watch the Grannyz today.
Yesterday I witnessed an accident.
Half witnessed.
I was looking at the traffic light, then I looked at the sky,
then suddenly I heard that screeching brakes sounds and I looked in
front.
A lorry has turned over?!?! Wait since when? OH!
SHIT, omg, Astaufirullah.
This foreign worker was trying to stand up.
Lucky there wasn't any blood.
But ouch, the traffic light was knocked down.
Few cars ahead were hit.
I thought today was the 16th of Feb.
NYEH!!! DONT TELL ME BOUT TMR! I read the newspapers and my heart sank.
Oh mannn, FALL OUT BOY IS IN SINGAPORE RIGHT N-O-W:(((((((((((((((((((((
I sound like those effing teeny boppers,
but I reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally need their concert.
F.
You've changed Nana.
Wait, or did I change?
We're equal, just let that in please:/
byebye.
ps:fob oh fob
pss: Madrasah dudez have dirty minds plus Ustad really helped me abit hehe, the Quran is his referance, wow.
Oh yeah, look at your hands.
One of them has the number, 81(in Arab) and the other has the no 18(in Arab haha).
Well, you add em together and you get 99.
There are 99 names of Allah.
Maybe someone told me that before(x
LOOK! A miracle in your hands.
Im fourteen, I can't really remember names and I am a drama queen at heart. pff.