Thursday, August 13, 2009 11:47 PM
Helloo.Eh I don't understand ah.
What's up with you blogger!!!
K, Im not going to bother to hide my emotions and stuff like that.
Im going to confront that shit and put em in my pocket.
Oh gawd and check out Fever Ray.
SHAMON:/
I like that Im all grown up(not mentally thou la heehe) and
I peningly see things in every light.(In other words, I like how I've changed)
HAHAH like what, yeah but like what.
(I also like how I get outta wsps asap trying to find a better life,hee,
in some sec sch and to no avail,but then I realised I did gain stuff. Good and bad.)
Aw man but I wanna grow up a bit and get to the part where,
we're all not like the mcm phm ppl today.
I wanna be seriously don't care what people say.
Heh and I wanna be 17 cuz Nana's diceritakan life seems so awesome.
NO, I just wanna take away this 13-14 year old heaviness and yes.EMOTIONALNESS.
But then besides all that,there's your FUTURE, your parents.
All that shit.
I've been thinking about my future being all about charity and volunteering
like what, I get a living through lottery maybe. :\
There's such a variety of shit in my life.(excluding sins)
I can list it out in my brain only.
Eeek. Stupid computer people.
Okay, the gloomy's mood's cuz of the Grade 8 practical piano trial just now.
Idk.
I was expecting a pass.
I wasn't even that nervous.
So yeah maybe it was just the lack of practise.
I said "I think Im gonna fail" and my wish came true.
(One of the reasons I keep quiet)
Oh so basically I got in there and screwed on every section possible.
I reallyreallyreally salute the "examiner" who was the same one from last yr.
She was soo quiet. Like not strict looking at all.
Obviously tired. GAH, so malu.
But yeah, guilty to tearzs, literally.
The end for now.
And of to my piano teacher.
I don't think she bothers to push me.anymore?
Heck, she's late for every piano lesson.
Okay maybe its just my short term memoryish brain-NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO gah don't say that.
So blah, back to future.
I think. Im gonna get my piano diploma.
GO.
This sucks I can't even download Itunes and I don't reallyy have a passion for music.
Oh well, life is wonderful.
WOW BLOODY TTTTTTTTTTIIIIRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEDDDDDD.
bye.
ps: I can really say it this time, its not me, its you.
pps: KKKK, focus pocus on studies, and distract self from - class.
Which I also love<3
ppps: OH BLOODY FISH RAMADHAN'S COMING:O eh that's quite funny.
pppps: I just have to watch UP, someday, where's my pri sch homiez? :(..
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ppppps: sorry guys, what la blogger, now then ok.(youtube looks increasingly weird)
(oh when I was just a baby(X )
Im fourteen, I can't really remember names and I am a drama queen at heart. pff.